3.5 Years

I thought it could wait but I'm so pissed off right now. I had an entire blog to write, devoted to you. I've numbed the immeasurable regrets and thought of you in my mind with countless beers. I've covered myself in lovers to convince my body that you were nothing more than college, and now I'm past that. I had so much more to say, but like the memory of you, for the life of me I can't remember.